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2 years of trying
𝐟𝐞𝐚𝐭: husband!sehngcheol x !f.reader
you always thought conceiving a baby would be easy. It turns out both you and your husband were wrong.
𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐞: non-idol au, romance, established relationship
𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: crying and lots of emotions, trying to conceive a child, mc is jealous their friends can have kids easily, names: bunny, baby (hers) baby (his) smut warning below the cut
𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭: 2.k
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𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐝𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐫𝐞𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐠 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐭𝐚𝐠𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐥𝐲 𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐲 𝐟𝐢𝐜𝐬.
𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: trying to conceive a child, unprotected sex, breeding kink, creampie, cum play, seungcheol is obsessed with getting his wife pregnant, creampie, mirror sex, size kink, seungcheol has a huge dick, pussy stretching, praise kink
-NOW-
You stared at the pregnancy test that was sitting on the bathroom sink. It’s been two years of marriage and you thought by now this would have been easier. The idea of having children started three months into marriage. Seungcheol loves the idea of being a father and you’re pretty sure he loves the act of trying to get you pregnant more. Before you even said “I do” it was clear he had a breeding kink. This man never wasted an opportunity fuck you completely raw and fill you up. Back when you were dating you often would tease him about his creampie obsession. Many nights in bed he would spend the whole night rambling on about wanting to fill you up.
At this point you’re pretty sure he’s taken you on every surface of your house. Since you started trying to conceive this man has become a master at tracking your cycle. He knows exactly when you’re ovulating. There is an app in his phone dedicated to tracking your cycle. He’s never more horny than when he knows ovulating. This man never misses an opportunity to try and get you pregnant.
-THEN-
He had you naked bent over the bathroom sink. His hands grip your soft hips as he thrust into you. You might have been married for two years, but you’ve been together five years all together. No matter how long you have been together you don’t think you’ll ever get over how big Seungcheol is. His first two thrust are always so slow giving you a chance to adjust to his size.
“Cheol-“ you moan, gripping the edge of the counter. The stretch is always painful to start. Luckily foreplay tends to make this easier. And lucky for you your husband loves going down on you.
His larger hands grip your soft hips holding you flush against his pelvis. “Am I too big for my wife?” This man knows his dick is huge and loves reminding you during times like this.
“You’re fucking huge,” you can only moan. He might be probably too big for you, but you’re addicted to how he feels stretching you. The pain only sticks around a few thrust before it turns into pleasure.
“Do you need me to stop?” He looks at you through the mirror.
“Absolutely not. What happened to fucking me until I’m pregnant?” You tease.
He doesn’t say anything, he just starts snapping his hips into yours at a quick pace. Your elbows rest on the counter as you arch your back. This man never seems more drunk on lust than when he’s trying his hardest to get you pregnant.
Reaching between your legs he rubs your clit quickly. He knows your body like the back of his hand and he knows this will push you over the edge quickly.
The coil in your stomach is tightening at a quick pace. Pushing your hips back against him you’re desperate for your release.
“Cheol-fuck-I can’t-“ you practically sob as he pushes you over the edge.
“Fuck-“ he moans moans loudly. Leaning over he presses his lips to your shoulder. Your eyes stay locked on the mirror watching as he falls apart.
Slowly he thrust into you riding out his high. Ever so slow he pulls out, watching as his cum slowly drips out. Running his fingers through your wet folds he pushes his cum back inside you, earning a moan from you.
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You had started to give up hope that you might one day be a mother. Doubt fills your mind constantly that maybe there is something wrong with you. Your bottom lip was captured between your teeth as your eyes stared to brim with tears. You had always wanted to be a mother, but suddenly you were nervous. What if you weren't a good mother? What if your husband wasn’t ready to be a father. You didn’t understand why you were suddenly so nervous. You and Seungcheol had talked about it over and over again about how much you wanted a family. You have been constantly trying for the last two years.
Sitting on the bathroom floor with your back against the wall your husband is sitting next to you. His hand is rubbing your thigh soothing you. Staring at the pregnancy stick in your hand it reads “not pregnant” two words you have grown all too familiar with hearing.
Biting your bottom you try your hardest not to cry. Especially with your husband sitting next to you. There is this evil voice inside your head saying that you’re the problem. That something is wrong with you.
Closing your eyes you lean your head back clutching the test in your hand. You’ve grown all too familiar with this feeling.
“Bunny-“ he uses your nickname he had called you since you started dating. “We’ll keep trying.”
“I thought this was supposed to be easy. I stopped taking birth control two months before we got married. It’s been over two years and it’s not working.” All throughout college you had this fear that if you didn’t use a condom you were instantly going to get pregnant, but it turns out maybe you were just delusional.
“Bunny, it's okay that it’s not easy. We don’t have to give up. Don’t blame yourself. What if I’m shooting blanks?” He sounds so sad.
“Tell me how Wonwoo got his wife pregnant the first time they tried?” You remember the feeling of happiness and sadness when Wonwoo told you and Seungcheol he was going to be a father. You were so happy for your friends, but at the same time sad that you weren’t able to have a baby of your own. “Or how Jeonghan accidentally knocked up his fuck buddy.” That news might have hit you the hardest. You felt like a terrible person for being jealous that your friends could easily have kids.
Leaning over he presses his lips to your cheek, “it’s different for everyone.”
“I shouldn’t have said that,” tears slowly start sliding down your cheeks. “I’m sorry.”
“Bunny, you don’t have to apologize. You’re valid for being upset.” Leaning over your head on his shoulder. “Did you want to stop trying for a little while?”
“Are you telling me you’re going to go back to wearing condoms?” Your husband had a breeding kink long before trying to get you pregnant.
A soft laugh passes his lips, “absolutely not. But maybe we just don’t focus on trying to make a baby. We could just have sex as we please and not hyper focus on when you’re ovulating.”
“I think that’s a good idea.”
After that night you took a break from trying. That didn’t seem to stop your husband's desire for you though. He took every single chance he could to worship you.
Laying in bed you scrolled through your phone seeing photos of Wonwoo and his very pregnant wife. You don’t feel as jealous as you did before. Seungcheol climbs in bed, turning off the light on his night stand and rolls over on his side and looks at you.
“You know, before we started trying to have kids it felt like I didn’t know anyone that was pregnant and now I know two people having kids.”
Reaching out he pushes your hair behind your ear. He’s also been so gentle with you when you need it. “Maybe that’s a sign we’re next?”
“Hopefully.”
-NOW-
The sound of the front door opening snapped you out of your thoughts. You picked up the pregnancy test and walked into the living room to find Seungcheol walking out of the kitchen holding a bottle of water. You couldn’t help but stare at him. He was so handsome, and you hope your child got most of his good genes. His hair was pushed back and he was wearing a pair of loose jeans and white V-neck. He looked up and gave you a gummy smile. His smile dropped when he saw you looked like you were about to cry.
“Baby you alright?” he asked, walking towards you.
You nodded and held up the pregnancy test. His eyes went wide and reached out for the test. He held it in his hands and stared at the two pink lines. His eyes looked up at you and you smiled and nodded.
“Does this mean what I think it means?” he asked, almost afraid to get his hopes up. You nod unable to find the words to say anything else. This whole moment doesn’t feel real. “Oh my god,” he closed the distance between you and wrapped his arms around you and picked you and spun you around. “We’re having a baby,” he sat you down.
“You’re gonna be a dad,” you smiled as the tears started to fall.
“Why are you crying?” he asked, suddenly worried.
You shrugged your shoulders, “I don’t know we have wanted this for so long, and I guess I got scared that maybe I won’t be a good mother.”
“Oh, baby,” he reached up and rested his hand on your cheek and pushed away the tears that were falling. “You are going to be an amazing mother.” His words made you even more emotional. You didn’t understand how you managed to marry the sweetest man ever.
“Are you ready to be a father?” You asked as his hand was still resting on her cheek.
“Oh yes baby. I can wait to be father.”
“We’re gonna be parents,” you smiled and then leaned forward and pressed your lips to his for a soft kiss. “I love you so much.”
“I love you too baby.”
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Being pregnant wasn’t easy, but that was okay. Your first trimester was filled with morning sickness. The thought of food made you sick. By the time your second trimester came around you were so incredibly horny you would practically rip your husbands clothes off the moment he walked into the house. The third trimester your body ached, but you couldn’t wait to meet your daughter. Luckily your husband was there to dote on you and wait on you hand and foot.
Sitting in Wonwoo and his wife’s house you watched as Seungcheol held their little boy. He was practically a spitting image of Wonwoo. The site of your husband rocking the baby made your heart swell. You couldn’t wait to watch him with your daughter. Jeonghan came up next with his own daughter in his arms.
“How is your baby fever?” He jokes.
“Consider I’m going to pop soon, pretty under control,” you laugh.
“How is yours?” Jeonghan was never the type that wanted to be a father, but when he found out he knocked up his friends something in him changed.
“You know Darling was already talking about another one. It doesn’t help that Wonwoo knocked up his wife again.” It’s clear Wonwoo spilled the beans to other people then just you and your husband.
Seungcheol hands Wonwoo back his son and walks over to you. He puts his hand on your round stomach. “Pretty soon our little girl is going to be coming to these get-togethers.”
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The day your daughter was born everything felt right in the world. Holding her as she cried made you realize you were going to love her like nothing else on this planet. The sight of Seungcheol holding your daughter made you sob. She looked just like her dad. The love behind your husband's eyes made all the hard times worth it. She was absolutely beautiful and you would wait another two again in a heartbeat if it meant you got to experience this joy again.
-
The day your friends met your daughter was perfect. Wonwoo and his pregnant wife brought over their son. Jeonghan and his little girl arrived while his girlfriend was coming over late. Mingyu and his girlfriend seemed like the next pair with a case of baby fever.
Mingyu stood in the kitchen holding your little girl rocking her. Seungcheol walked over nudging your side. He presses his lip to your cheek. “I think it’s safe to say Mingyu and his girlfriend might get a little fast and loose with the birth control after this.”
“Is it bad I want to try for another one as soon as I’m cleared?” Even though you struggled to conceive, your daughter. You already want to try for a second baby. At least this time if it doesn’t work you know you have the perfect little family with your husband and daughter.
“I have no issue trying to get you pregnant again.” Something tells you Seungcheol breeding kink will never go away, and you’re okay with that.
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Human teeth. Inside were human teeth arranged in a smile.
little painting from back in february. i think about this stupid apple way too often.
#the magnus archives#mag 34 anatomy class#mag 34#tooth apple#the stranger#the magnus archives art#tma fanart#my art#fanart#digital art#tagging this like a madman lol#2 art posts in 1 day yay#trying to get more active on tumblr before the end of the year#tma
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I love how Gerald was trying to keep Shadow from spoiling anything about the future meanwhile literally everything Shadow says and does around Maria is the biggest death flag ever
#in fairness i’m sure both past robotniks just assumed her illness would be what killed her h a#sxsg#sxsg spoilers#sonic x shadow generations#shadow the hedgehog#maria robotnik#ark siblings#sonic#comic#my art#doodles#so this was pretty much entirely done 24 hours ago#but ironically was distracted from posting earlier by playing sxsg#and then watching snapcube play it cause her delight is addicting#i’m missing 2 chests and 2 bolts and I wanna see if I can pull it off without a guide haha#anyways now I’m thinking about the fact that maria and gerald probably went back to their time assuming maria would die of her sickness#and how that would change their respective behaviors#i bet gerald would be holding out that maria would still live a bit longer#just cause shadow inadvertently revealed he’s from at least 50 years in the future due to having met black doom before#(which rewatching cutscenes to remember this quote he Did try to play off a little bit with some sort of#‘oh what do you think the alien squid meant by ’this time i’ll beat you’ that’s so crazy’ comment)#so hey maybe it wasn’t a perfect cure but she managed to live another 10-20 years at least?#all the more reason to press harder surely!#meanwhile maria is coming to terms with her mortality at age 14 or whatever she is#frankly I bet she came to terms with it long ago the way she seems to be written#okay back to snapcube
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the thing that caused me so much grief last night but now i feel better about it fdnghgdfggd
#sighhh im still kind of upset about the whole thing but man whatever i spent so long drawing this xd#sonic adventure 2#i loooove geralds cell i think its just so cool that sonic ended up in it and it was just kind of silently there#sonic the hedgehog#art#sonic fanart#sth#digital art#there are some issues with my rendering that i am trying to resolve but idk i guess i just have to try and learn#it's already better than what i could do like a year ago or so so i guess its alright#sa2
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okay so post epic odyssey where odysseus and Penelope have surfaced from their room finally and he and diomedes are catching up I'm imagining the conversation going something like this
Odysseus: so then I gave up being merciful and became the monster.
Diomedes:....you tried being merciful?
Odysseus: Yes?
Diomedes: you did? You tried being a good merciful person? You?
Odysseus: Yah okay fuck off it was polties dying wish. I had to try.
Diomedes:.....90% of the war crimes in the Trojan war were suggested, planned out, and carried out by you. We literally stoned to death the guy you had a personal grudge against. We framed him for treason and stoned him to death. 70% of why Athena liked you was because she thought she knew all the ways to kill someone and then you'd suggest something insane and I'd see her taking notes. You literally gave Ajex a psyoctic break just being yourself.
Odysseus: shut up
Diomedes: I'm not wrong. Did you tell Penelope about your attempt to be a good person?
Odysseus: What? Of course I did. I told her everything.
Diomedes: did she laugh?
Odysseus:...shut up that's not the point
Diomedes: she did didn't she!!!
Odysseus: ANYWAY eurylochus wasn't appreciative of my return to monsterhood and he started causing problems so I
Diomedes: killed him? Yah saw that coming. No shit. I'm so shocked.
#the odyssey#epic the musical#My desire to combind different source materials at all times#Odysseus#Diomedes#Diomedes didn't fuck off to Italy au#Anyway I actually find it hilarious that odysseus for 2 or so years post troy was like what if I try to be a good person#And then was like actually no I was right to be the monster before#Odysseus's insane war crimes that he came up with during the Trojan war#Odysseus and diomedes being war crimes buddies
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new official illust of them with puppies healed something in me
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#nobara kugisaki#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#file name pupys btw bc they r all. pupys#6 pupys in this image#cries eternally u kno the cruel thing is there is no winning fr me when it comes 2 creating art fr this series#i draw them in canon situations i experience pain i draw them in noncanon Relaxed situations i experience pain#illusion of choice.....#regardless i care them so much i would MUCH rather them b in a sunny field with dogs#i will endure the bittersweet feeling of being an audience member n knowing that their reality is nowhere this tranquil#i can dream :'< i can draw :'<#anyway this took a billion years bc i made megumi stand smh#he didnt fight or anything but th overall Composition ws a bit harder 2 navigate because of it#smth smth sizing smth smth planes idk i cant draw#i think it makes sense tho! nobara/yuuji sitting chilling casually rolling a tennis ball fr their puppies#meanwhile megumi Actively trying 2 train his#head in hands god im MISERABLE#anyway this will b available as a print per request if any1 wants 2 b miserable with me
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I haven't drawn in so long and tf2 comes back with a bat to my brain again after I first got super into it when I was *checks notes* 14 I gotta get my gears wet again and like, rediscover how to draw and I'm wetting my feet again with a heavymedic shit post 😭
------------------- EDIT: The original images contained a text post from someone who did not want that text post spread - So let's have the blank versions instead! Imagine any dialogue in there that you want lol
#tf2#team fortress 2#tf2 heavy#tf2 medic#heavymedic#red oktoberfest#man they need a different ship name#its been 11 years on and off being into tf2 and here I am... finally posting for it#you shouldve seen the drawings id made when I was 14 - the shift from anime bishi men to... 30-50 year old comic-style burly men AAA#It was crazy#this is also the media that made me trans LOL#anyways! Im excited to draw for tf2 while im into it for now and am interested in stepping my toes into this fandom proper :)#Im also really glad that Ive grown so much in terms of drawing ability that I can feel comfortable drawing heavy#i didnt even try it when I was 14/15
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technically a FR dragon, but also just a really cool design. doodle of eearz's seraph
new watermark because this went on my bsky
#i had this oc saved in my inspiration folder for a couple years#and then all of a sudden realized it was 1. FR and 2. I'm in the same server as eearz#so I was incredibly excited to draw it. I absolutely LOVE this thing#still trying to venture into posting more non FR art... INTIMIDATING...............#flight rising#flight rising art#dragon#my art
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Angela Orosco Silent Hill 2
#in anticipation of the incoming remake#i tried my best to imitate the SH font but#silent hill#silent hill 2#angela#angela orosco#theme of laura (reprise)#i've said it before but in spite of its occasionally clunky diction i think silent hill 2 is an unusually emotionally intelligent game#for any year and still today but especially so for where gaming storytelling was in 2001#and for as many pitfalls a story like hers could've dipped into i think it particularly shines through with how they treated angela#not just choosing to depict victimhood as something that can be ugly and fractious and open quote “difficult” but then this#actively rebuffing james for trying to be a white knight and dressing him down for it too#“i know you mean well and want to help but this isn't a simple problem"#“and it's really hurtful and a bit insulting that you act like you can”#the switching to a first person view turning it into an address to the player as well#maybe even old videogame tropes too#“this isn't some princess in a castle kind of situation dude this is more serious than that”#it felt like a very deliberate statement about the depth and severity of a trauma like this#and in doing so showing it so much respect#there is no quick easy solution to this and you won't get one#then angela just leaves#and you never see her again#i really don't think it was to imply that it consumed her i think it was to underline what was just said#this isn't your problem to fix#this is where your part in this story ends#there's some strength in that
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once more around the sun!! :3
#mine#cats#happy new year!!! a little late but alas#i didnt like th colours here but now i love them hehehehehheheh#i hope everyone had a good holidays life development for me is i now like ice hockey#in my sports fan era...these greasy sweaty bloody white men...intrigue me#also i got a new diary!! im using th hobonichi cousin in kinda alarmed by it ngl a5 is a lot of space to fill#i tried the hobonichi techo a couple years ago n found it a rlly weird size 2 work in but now.........big page scawwy#im trying not 2 b too insane about it . like relax who cares#if i do cute spreads i will share them :3#also in th same vein im not setting a book goal this year !! tbh i surpassed my goal last year by a lot and wasnt stressed about it at All#but i get so guilty about not reading sometimes like girl . guilty to who? god? are we catholic now? get a grip#anyway anway im going to toot on my flute and then eat my weight in mac n cheese#love how i had to get a new cork in my flute bc i didnt play for like 10 months n th guy was like play regularly! n i was like yeh will do!#and then did not do that#alas...time escapes me
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So I watched Good Omens 😊 It is very cute, I really enjoyed the character design!
#good omens#good omens 2#aziraphale#crowley#I love their consistent aesthetics through time and their contrasting silhouettes they are very fun to draw#I haven't watched any modern series in years I'm trying to catch up with the times!! it was a very wholesome short story#I'm looking forward to their happily ever after 😊#my art
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in a mood (ID in alt)
#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun#trigun maximum#doing straight up nothing with the bestie. really good activity of doing nothing#i mainly drew this just so i can test how itd be not drawing their faces bc i Love drawing their faces a little too much.#maybe ill throw them in a more intense situation next time i try it bc it just ended up focusing on wolfwood and his silly newspaper#he's reading the news... cruel happenings all around no mans land... have to keep up to know where to go next and where to avoid#but theres also some guy in the same room being distracting as hell. i think they can coexist without bothering each other but theyd#be so painfully aware of the other person... both of them usually have tended to their own space after all for years. ww especially i think#would be easily distracted with vash's presence bc he's spent 2 years thinking about him already (for his mission...)#and thinking about vash is a Little easier than dealing with his personal anguish#though it can definitely overlap too. and sometimes its not that bad. sometimes its just vash's hand feeling unexpectedly nice and gentle#ruporas art
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yea . might redraw this to celebrate
#the comic made me so emotional#7 years.#digital art#art#tf2#tf2 scout#tf2 ms pauling#tf2 comics#tf2 comic 7#comic 7 tf2#issue 7 tf2#tf2 issue 7#trying to cover all my bases for everyone trying to go without spoilers#prox.art#team fortress 2
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Release is gonna delayed and I don't have a lot to post but I'm 70 pages into the rough draft for my webcomic :)
#ttb#webcomic#fighting the urge to post a screenshot from every page argggg#it's ok though I'll probably scrap most of it lol#right now I'm at 2 issues and trying to get up to 5 before entering the revision stage#sooo tbh looking like a next year release. aiyah#Nat#Regan#Rabel
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Eimmet High...temmiE high. OMG!
Part 28 || First || Previous || Next
--Full Series--
Next update may take...much longer! I have finals and an internship and not to mention I have to draw- A LOT :')
#Golly!#this is a shorter update but I wanted it to be that way. We've been in the house for a while. It's time to change some scenery!!#Chara using their game narrator voice like “golly!” and “amazing!”#Eimmet high :)) i was really hoping to be able to reference Temmie Chang here. An integral part of UT/DR!! She's awesome!#WE ARE OFFICIALLY ON Day 2 BABY#yes- there is still a little everyman easter egg as well as some other things... ;)#I tried so many new and different things for these panels. I was a little nervous implementing them. But im having a lot of fun with it!#i try to put my own artistic enjoyment above all other things :) its what I strive for.#Angle's landing day! excited for the festivities!#Chara is feeling stabby :)#loved detailing Chara's hand in the last page. When I detail the hands- just know shits getting real#I'm really happy with how I was able to redraw Toriel here. She showed up in the second part and that was it for 2 years -w-#so even if she's not a major character- I wanted to give her some good screen time <3#I did not make the Darkworld “Mayor” just for that one joke....but dang did it fit perfectly.#these 4 pages took longer than I wanted. I got burnt out with school and then finals came!!! AND ALSO EMAILS q-q#deltarune chara timeline#deltarune chara timeline comic#chara#asriel#kris#susie#toriel#tw cursing#cw cursing
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yes he will….
#i sketched this out like….2 years ago….im trying so hard to get thru my art backlog nd stop making random halfassed shit#evn tho i gave up @ th end here still lol#iasip#always sunny#charlie kelly#dee reynolds#dennis reynolds#chardee#charden#chardennis#long lost siblings#fanart#mine#1k
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